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Saturday, March 6, 2010 /

This post is going to be damn long so read this during your free time.

FROM MARCH 1 - MARCH 6 - THINKING WEEK

This entire week I have been waking up late. Late as in 6.40am from Tuesday to Friday. Exactly. Not at 6.39am or 6.41am. It's exactly 6.40am, according to my hand phone time. So, since I don't want to be late for school, what I do is to take taxi. I took 5 different taxis this week from Monday to Friday. Each driver with a different character. I have to tell the driver "Clementi Avenue 3" and he will take his own sweet time so that I will pay more. Good. So on Thursday, the taxi driver really took his own time and made me pay $8.90 for a journey from West Coast to Avenue 3(CTSS). So randomly, on Thursday during the long journey, I suddenly hated my voice. Randomly. :) I know I am being dumb by talking to my classmates/ex-classmates in a certain way even after attending therapy. I don't know what to do because I don't know what the reaction will be. Though, it is the most weirdest sound in school, I have to live with it. Losing out too much because of this. Some of the new teachers who only started to teach this year are already wondering why am I like that. I have a strong feeling that they might think that I am of a different gender...! How do I explain?

So, on Monday, I was just looking at Trinity College of Music website. I have no problems in any application including music theory unlike other music schools which expect you to have music knowledge. But I have only one problem. Can I pass 5 O level Passes? Definitely NOT! So I drop my application and audition. SAD. Big decision I made this week. I don't what I am going to do already.

Lots of evil/bad things happen this week. Not going to write about that. This post is short.

@ 1:31 AM